Ugh, It is 1:18a.m.

It is 1:18a.m. I just got up with the baby, but he finished his bottle and went back to bed. But here I sit on the computer....I am tired, but this is what happens every night. I stay up to Midnight Munch! I eat things like PopTarts, breads, doughnuts, freezie pops, etc. No wonder I am not losing any weight. I can't stop doing this! I know it is my PCOS and the insulin resistant cravings for carbs and sweets that are uncontrolable. It is like a frenzied need. Like I will literally die if I do not eat these things, in the middle of the night. Sheesh. Jason is working on losing weight as well, and I said to him "What if you get skinny and I stay fat?" And he hugged me and said, "Well then I guess I will be a chubby chaser." Goodness, I love that man!