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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

What Have You Been Up To? 7/18/12

A lot of my readers have been asking me to post more of a personal post sometimes - and there are personal things squeezed into every review and giveaway, if you actually read them. But I told the ones who asked that I would do it - since they are the die hards who have been with me since the beginning - the good ole days on The Momicle Chronicles and the early days of Hanging Off The Wire! Wow. So anyhow.....I am starting a series called What Have You Been Up To. I'll post on Wednesdays on what I've done in the last week, and just chit chat. I think it is good sometimes to bring things a little more personal back to blogs. So thanks for the ideas ladies! 

So here is today's post about What I've Been Up To! It has been super duper hot up here in the Northwoods. You would think the farther North I get, the cooler it would be. But I was sadly mistaken. But I do enjoy the sun, that is for sure! Callan and I have played outside. We decorated our whole patio into one big sidewalk chalk garden! Pretty cool. Today is the first day in about four days that I don't feel dizzy. I have had Vertigo, and it has been awful. I think I brought it upon myself by going cold turkey off my meds for mental health. I guess I really did not do it on purpose. I just forgot to call in my refills. And besides having the Vertigo, emotionally I have felt just the same as I do with the meds. The meds are not going to cover up my grief for Mason or change it in anyway, so I don't know why I even take them. I am sure they helped some right after we lost Mason....but as time passes, all things get a little easier. I will never ever be healed or "okay" with any of it. But I've accepted it, and I am filled with joy to know he is in my everyday life since I carry him in my heart. And everyday is one day closer to seeing my baby in Eternity. Sometimes I feel his pull for me. He wants me with him - or misses me as much I miss him. But there is a purpose that I am still here, and that is Callan. Callan is my saving grace, and if not for him, I would not be here. I would have followed Mason. There is no doubt in my mind. Anyhow....so I don't know about the meds. I'll have to go the doc and have a chat about that. I've got some work and chores to get done, so I guess better go get at it. Thanks for reading!

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