So you may have noticed a lack of posts as of late. And well, it is not really due to the holiday season, which thank you, thank you, thank you is over! But, I've just really been off lately. Just blah. Not bah-hum-bug, but just......not myself. Actually, it has been about the past 5 months that have been this way for me......but it all just really sort of piled up in December.
I'm not going to give you the poor pity me story, but if you are faithful reader you will know a lot of not-so-good things have happened to me lately. My father passing away a few days before my 35th birthday, Jason getting majorly injured at work, etc. And the stress of being a first time home buyer. But, oh wait, we have not gotten the house yet.
Our initial closing date on the house of my dreams was October 24th. And here I sit typing this surrounded by boxes in our tiny apartment. Goodness, someone should have warned me that this house crap would not be easy, maybe then I would not be so damn stressed.
But, today Callan goes back to school after his winter break, and life gets back to normal. I am kicking myself in the butt and getting back in the groove of things. We should know something about the house this week, and hopefully be moving this weekend. But, I am not gonna get my hopes too high up, as I will just be disappointed if it is delayed, yet again. But Callan needs his kick-ass mama back, and Jason needs his strong wife back, and I need me back. I've been sitting around waiting for something good to happen for me.....and guess what I discovered?
I have something good. My family!